Some Quotes From A Convo

But First if you have not read them please see my blog Policy
http://anonrambler.blogspot.com/2010/08/my-condescending-blog-policy.html

From a convo i had with someone,  real heart to heart, i will quote these tonight while it is fresh


i think to understand me, you would have to have lived my life, just like for me to understand your fears and pains the way i express mine, i would have had to lived YOUR life~

its not my past im trying to forget, if it makes sence, its my future im trying to forget~

i can not look to the future, and i cannot live in the past, all i have is right here and right now, if i look to the past, i see a horrible future, if i look to future i see a horrible past, so all i can do, is take it on day at a time~

just because i live a day to day struggle of surviving rather then living, is no cause for real concern, i have the ability to make best of what i have and be happy with it.

thats all stuff I siad....

let let me give you a quick Overlook of my Desires, my needs.

unlike most people  i dont need lots of money,  or a new person to fuck every week, i dont need alot of materialistic things,  all ive ever needed was to hear the words i love you, and have that persons arms around me.   which is something ive not heard or felt in a vary long time.  going on a couple of years,  yeah sure  my fam loves me and will hug me, but despite the cynical nature of most people reading this,  it really isnt the same.  but i guess to each there own,  i think everyone was  born with songer urges to experience some things and others to experience others,  my strongest urge is to just feel loved, by a member of the opposite sex, someone i can hold at night, someone i can wake up to and kiss in the morning,  it really is the ONLY thing that matters,  quite litterally. however,  its not the only thing it matters to most, and im sure you know what is.

so im gonna end this particular blog now,  and i will post agian when i feel inspired,  thank you for reading, and questions, i will definately answer in the next blog,   enough questions may constitute a whole blog dedicated to Q. and A.

i have no issues with being personal  so please,  i dont mind spilling my guts if someone is gonna learn something from it.

My Condescending Blog Policy

Ok so heres the rules (non compliance will result in Delete and Ban)

1. do not say A) your a great guy B) you will find love C) you deserve the best  OR ANYHTING REMOTELY CLOSE TO ANY OF IT!!   After 31 years  these things become an annoyance

2. you may make fun of me,  call me emo, tell me to go kill myself, call me a fag  yadda yadda yadda,  so long as you obay RULE NUMBER 1,  all of that shit is water down my back by now,  i can live with it. also, it helps to judge the morality stance of general society today. (maybe even cause some drama, spark real intelligent debates)

3. if any girl at anytime feels heartbroken and wants to "run to save me"  fuck off! no i will not contact you, no emailing, no face book, msn myspace  NOTHING! keep your bleeding heart to yourself. the perpous of this blog is to show and perhaps help people learn. and perhaps to give some of bad people a laugh hence "for your amusement"

4. please for the love of God  do not comment on any of my posts with your own sob story,  make your own damn blog,  i dont care that you can "sympathize" or know what im going through, agian the perpous of this blog is not to draw sympathy, but maybe someone might learn something from it.

5.  Last but not Least RESPECT!,  it is given to those who give it back, this means,  everyone will respect my comment section, pertaining to those who comment, in other words, if someone comments "thank you,  i have learned something from this"  and someone will comment "only a loser would learn something from this"  that is lack of respect for other participents and you will be removed

THANK YOU THAT IS ALL